Sunday, October 29, 2006
What I think now...
Since I came to the US, it has passed about 3 months. Everything has been going well and I'm enjoying my life. Recently I got to think about myself. When I was in Japan, I didn't have a plenty of time to think about myself. Besides I didn't want to think about myself. From I came here, I noticed some things. I really didn't like talking with people in Japan. I tried to avoide from talking with people. When I talk with classmates or co-workers in the group, I always feel like uncomfortable. I become more nervous when trying to speak about myself. I don't know why but I think I'm always comparing with other people. I persuaded myself I don't have an ability to talk with people.
And, I think I have two characters when I speak in Japanese and English. Before coming to the US, I knew that I became more active and felt comfortable to talk in English. Maybe I love speaking in English and can enjoy talking in English. Since I came here, I felt like much more. When I talk with some Japanese, I stop talking and switch to listen, however I can talk actively in English with Amricans. In my mind, there are two persons. That's very interesting for me to notice two myself. It's comfortable for me to speak in English.
But these days, I hesitant to speak English. I'm a little bit afraid of talking with Americans coz my English is poor and it's very hard to communicate with them. And, then I sometimes worry about how I look like... I'm not western, I'm Asian... I know it's a bad idea, but I sometimes feel like if I were Western.
I think this is a good chance for me to change myself. I talked these things to my Japanese friend and she said I should be like when I'm talking in English in Japan. I wanna be, I hope so. But I don't know I'm gonna be a different myself in Japan.
And, I think I have two characters when I speak in Japanese and English. Before coming to the US, I knew that I became more active and felt comfortable to talk in English. Maybe I love speaking in English and can enjoy talking in English. Since I came here, I felt like much more. When I talk with some Japanese, I stop talking and switch to listen, however I can talk actively in English with Amricans. In my mind, there are two persons. That's very interesting for me to notice two myself. It's comfortable for me to speak in English.
But these days, I hesitant to speak English. I'm a little bit afraid of talking with Americans coz my English is poor and it's very hard to communicate with them. And, then I sometimes worry about how I look like... I'm not western, I'm Asian... I know it's a bad idea, but I sometimes feel like if I were Western.
I think this is a good chance for me to change myself. I talked these things to my Japanese friend and she said I should be like when I'm talking in English in Japan. I wanna be, I hope so. But I don't know I'm gonna be a different myself in Japan.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
US!!
Hey, guys!! It has passed about 3 mothes since I came to the US. Sorry, I wanted to update my blog, but I didn't have a plenty of time... I was soooo busy to do many things, they are almost hanging out with my friends, though.
Anway, I'm enjoying Amrican life so far. I made some Amrican friends and am chilling out with them. I don't know my English skill is getting better or not, but I hope so.
Since I came here, I experienced many things. I can't say everything, but recently I went to the corn maze, clubs, see a MBA game and so on.
It was the first time for me to go to the corn maze. But it was so much fun!! Maybe there are no places in Japan. There are two big corn filds and we walk inside of the field. It's a little bit scary but we can absolutely enjoy it.
And, I went to the Amrican clubs with my Amrican friends. I'd never been to the clubs in Japan so it was the first time for me. I didn't know how to dance but I just danced and enjoyed it. It's fun to dance ;-) My fried is a gay so at first, I went to the gay club! Hum, all things were surprising for me but it was interesting. And then, I went to the ordinary club which was used to be a church. It was so beautiful and I was riveted to two sexy dancers.
Yesterday, I came back from my trip to Grand Canyon. I went to see Garand Canyon by car with my Japanese friends and Italian friend. It was sooo much fun!! We also dropped by the Meza Verde, Black Canyon and Four Corners. I was impressed with the grand natures. You should absolutely go see Grand Canyon during your life. We stayed at the hotel of the national park and saw the sunrise. It was pretty good!
I'll try to keep blogging if I have a time! See you, then!
Anway, I'm enjoying Amrican life so far. I made some Amrican friends and am chilling out with them. I don't know my English skill is getting better or not, but I hope so.
Since I came here, I experienced many things. I can't say everything, but recently I went to the corn maze, clubs, see a MBA game and so on.
It was the first time for me to go to the corn maze. But it was so much fun!! Maybe there are no places in Japan. There are two big corn filds and we walk inside of the field. It's a little bit scary but we can absolutely enjoy it.And, I went to the Amrican clubs with my Amrican friends. I'd never been to the clubs in Japan so it was the first time for me. I didn't know how to dance but I just danced and enjoyed it. It's fun to dance ;-) My fried is a gay so at first, I went to the gay club! Hum, all things were surprising for me but it was interesting. And then, I went to the ordinary club which was used to be a church. It was so beautiful and I was riveted to two sexy dancers.
Yesterday, I came back from my trip to Grand Canyon. I went to see Garand Canyon by car with my Japanese friends and Italian friend. It was sooo much fun!! We also dropped by the Meza Verde, Black Canyon and Four Corners. I was impressed with the grand natures. You should absolutely go see Grand Canyon during your life. We stayed at the hotel of the national park and saw the sunrise. It was pretty good!I'll try to keep blogging if I have a time! See you, then!
